It's been a rough summer!

So, a few weeks ago we found out that the cute adorable little house we were hoping to rent that was in walking distance to the school I work at, was rented out.  In my mind, I had all of the things placed on our counter top already, curtains hanging in the large living room window, and our cute little family living there.  So, this was really a let down.

After all of this, I found my car needed a major repair.  So that was just another bump in the road.

On Thursday, Luke's grandma was admitted to the hospital and she has been there since.  She's not doing really well, and it's really rough to see her in the state that she's in.  That same day, I got a call about a 2 bedroom house with a 2 car garage in Industry, which is about 9 miles south of Macomb.  I talked to the land lord and he seemed like a great guy!  He was going to send us picture today of the house.   After going to Nona her yesterday, we sat in the car and cried.  We just want her to be herself again so badly.  So, today I was determined to make a better day.  I got up and went straight to work out, since I have been HORRIBLE about this ever since I left Macomb, came home and made myself a nice lunch, did some shopping, and then got some pictures of the house!  It's ADORABLE!  We made plans to go see it Sunday!

So, after we got the pictures, we were pretty thrilled and just in a good mood, so we went to see Nona :)  I don't know if it was just the good news we finally got after this crazy week, but Nona seemed to be just a little more of herself than yesterday.  She was able to have a little more conversation, remembered a lot more, and made us laugh :)  I am hoping that all of my prayers are being answered a little at a time.

But God, I'll take Nona over the 2 bedroom house any day ;)


Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the LORD your God will be with you wherever you go. -Joshua 1:9

Yippie :)

All of my complaining, subbing, and sitting around and waiting has finally, somewhat, paid off!  I was offered a job from St. Paul School in Macomb for a Preschool Aide on Monday, Wednesday, and Fridays!  I know it's not what I am absolutely dying to do, but I take it as a compliment that I was the first person the principal called.  It makes me feel that my hard work and prayers have paid off and have been recognized.  What a wonderful Valentine's Day gift :)

“Keep your dreams alive. Understand to achieve anything requires faith and belief in yourself, vision, hard work, determination, and dedication. Remember all things are possible for those who believe.” -Gail Devers

Busy, busy, busy!

Well, I have been subbing a lot lately!  I have been a lot less stressed about things, which is always nice :) Other than still wishing I had a real teaching job, I am beginning to think that being a substitute isn't too much less than that.  I have had a lot of kids tell me things, cry in front of me, and just ask me for a hug while I am there.  It makes me think that even though I am not their "real" teacher, I am a loving and comforting person. 

So, even though I may not have my own little classroom, my own students, that doesn't all matter.  Teaching really isn't about all the objects, it's about loving children, seeing them happy, and I have that.  In my own little way, I have that :)

Turning a new leaf!

Happy New Year!  I hope this year brings employment success, financial stability, and a wonderful wedding :)

I was searching for jobs maybe a week or two ago, and found a program that is based in Chicago, that allows an already certified teacher to earn their Master's in Urban Education, as long as you promise to teach in a CPS Turnaround school for four years following your one year "residency".  So, I figured I had nothing to loose and looked into the program a little more and finally filled out an application.  The only thing I have left to do is complete two essays and a short video clip. 

Doing something like this is totally unlike anything I would do.  I would love to just get into a school district like anyone else, but that hasn't seemed to work out yet.  So, why not do something that will push me in a better direction?  And why couldn't I do this?  I can :)

So, my resolution for this year, along with loosing weight for the wedding, is to be more proactive and in charge of my life.  I am refusing to let anyone get in the way of me bettering myself and career. 

Here's to hoping this year will bring about change and success in my life and career!  So excited for 2012!

"Continuous effort - not strength or intelligence - is the key to unlocking our potential." -Winston Churchill

Another boring week!

Okay, so maybe not week, being it's only Tuesday!  I haven't had any calls for subbing so far :(  I got really upset last night just thinking about how hard I've worked and how little I have seen it pay off.  And as I'm thinking about all of this, I thought, I have a beyond supportive family, a wonderful fiance, and for right now, enough money.  I guess I just need little reminders throughout my day to remind me even though it doesn't seem to be working right now, maybe I'm being tested.  God knows how strong I am, and he wouldn't put me through anything he knows I couldn't do. 

"When you come to the edge of all the light you have known and are about to step out into the darkness, faith is knowing one of two things will happen...There will be something to stand on or you will be taught how to fly." 

Being home is usually a good thing...

So, don't get me wrong- I think the choices I have made will help me to better my chances at getting a teaching position somewhere- but sometimes I think it was a DUMB idea! 

I don't think there is a worse feeling than working your butt off for 4 years, getting good grades, and graduating with a bachelors, than sitting at home on your couch, waiting for the phone to ring!  Everyday when I wake up to my alarm clock, rather than some spastic secretary's voice looking for a substitute,  I realize that's just another day of sitting at home, trying to find things to fill the time. 

I just have to keep telling myself my time will come.  I will get my blessing, and until then, I guess I just have to ride this one out.

My first post...

So, I just wanted to start this blog and hopefully continue writing in it as a teacher.  I thought it would be neat to see how my life has changed.